Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Entered Different Space

For the first time in my musical career, last night I performed in a bar and didn't drink. I'm undergoing a multitude of emotions all surfacing from abstaining from alcohol. As a proud member of AA, I walked into that bar and laughed at its lack of power over me but afterward I wasn't laughing any more. I actually got depressed. My old memories awakened and I heard that booze calling my name, antagonizing me. Yet in all this madness I was still able to overcome the difficult task of staying sober. So without rambling, I must give myself a pat on the back. Good job Joe. You passed the test...


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